Myself ♥ Jocelyn Hang Jie Shi ♥ 26th July 1990 Yichelle's Mummy (:

Hubby ♥ Daniel Ng Junrong ♥ 12th July 1989 Yichelle's Daddy ^.^

Our Precious ♥ Yichelle Ng Ying Xuan ♥ Arrived on 2nd April 2011 (:

Finally to update abit..
Well.. Encounter some prob in my marriage and it is nt doing well.. Like some ppl say, too early marry also nt good.. will have alot of prob.. But end up i still marry to my husband cuz i thought i will be v v happy to bulid a lil family with him.. But in less than 2yrs, our marriage had alot of probs.. Went through alot with him. I finally realised how difficult it is to maintain a marriage. Have been thinking alot whether to give up or to continue this marriage.. Finally i decided to be alone for a period of time to really think what i want. True, when i leave him, my heart was super painful. But i know i have to make a decision sooner or later.. Whenever i thought of him, my heart just sank. Tears cant stop flowing but i have to be strong. I need to make a decision in order nt to hurt anymore ppl. I failed as a wife, a mommy. I didnt know i can be so weak when comes to handling r/s probs.. I always choose to avoid it.. But nw i cant be so selfish. If this marriage cannot hold on alr, we both need to let go. Maybe the other party will find a more suitable one. But whoever it is, i hope when the day when we both separated, i hope tat girl will help me to continue to love him, take care of him.  If this happens, is when we both are prepared to let go of each other. Yes, there will be hurts. But memories will forever be in our heart.














Happy Chinese New Yr to all! (:

Just a short update abt how i spend my Chinese New Yr :)

On Chu Yi, woke up abt 8plus to prepare for BaiNian.. Went to my grandma's hse first.. Reached abt 11plus and everybody welcoming us! hehe.. Collected angbaos for Yichelle and at the same time, giving out angbaos.. First time i'm giving out angbaos! >.< Had lunch over thr and i must say, I MISS MY GRANDMA'S HOME COOKED FOOD! So yummy! After tat, photo taking session with my family and relatives.. hehe.. Anyway, i didnt really take care of Yichelle on tat day cuz my family and relatives all snatching to carry Yichelle! hahaha.. Had so much fun catching up with them as i didnt meet them often.. But we're still as close(:
Ard 3pm, went off cuz going to Hub's uncle hse.. Had some food thr and its Hub's time catching up with his relatives.. Stayed thr awhile and headed home le.. Reached home abt 7pm and Hub ordered pizza for the both of us.. Bathe and change for Yichelle, feed her milk, make her slp and just nice the pizza arrived! ok, it takes abt 2hrs to reach! hahahaha! :D

Chu Er
Went to Hub's grandma's place to BaiNian.. Reached thr, same thing.. Collect angbaos for Yichelle and giving out angbaos.. heh(: Had some food over thr and spent time over thr too(: Yichelle was being carried by Hub's realtives so i managed to sit thr and watch show awhile! haha.. Relax over thr and left ard 6pm. Went over to my Em Po's place for steamboat(: Same thing, when we reached, my relatives all want to carry Yichelle! hahaha. Had steamboat ard 7pm.. Slack thr awhile and went home ard 9pm.. Reached home, bathe Yichelle, feed her milk, make her slp and waited for Hub to come fetch me cuz he went JB for petrol.. Yea. Very cooperative hor?! like tat wont waste time ma! hahaha.. Went AMKHub for our movie at 12am. Watched the Jay Chou's show.. Not bad luh. Quite nice. Homed after tat(:

Chu San
Serene and SinNee came over to my place to BaiNian.. so sweet of them hor? Suddenly called me and tell me they were coming.. They even bought so many baby biscuit for Yichelle! (:
They bought Mac over to eat and played with Yichelle awhile before playing BanLuck. Played halfway and i need to make Yichelle slp so they continue without me. Awhile later, need to prepare to go meet Hub's cousin and his wife at SSC for dinner at Astons. Had a awesome dinner with them(: Tks Serene and SinNee for helping me with Yichelle if nt i sure take v long to eat! hahaha. Went Daiso after tat and bought a few things! hehehe.. Serene and Sinnee bought me a massager without me knowing.. they say when i take care yichelle then backache can use tat one.. So sweet uh(:
Hub fetched Serene and SinNee home and finally our turn to go home.. Had a enjoyable day with them! (:


New Yr 2012 (:

Went out with Mil, Hub and lil Yichelle on the last day of 2011. Went out in the noon and came home ard evening.. At first me and Hub got no plans for the New Yr.. But when reach home, he suddenly ask me want go PH with Sylvester and WeeNee ornot.. So in the end, decided to go meet them.. But before tat, had our dinner at home and Ah loy came to find us.. So Hub asked him to come along.. Prepared and left hse ard 10plus to meet them at Vivo.. Went to fetch Ah loy first cuz he went home to change.. Wah, in the car so funny.. We were listening to songs and suddenly a Hokkien song came out so i took a video of Hub and Ah loy singing.. Hahaha.. Finally reached Vivo and met up with Syl and Weenee.. Went PH after tat and we stayed outside for countdown cuz thr's firework.. Can see from thr(: Had fun thr but left after awhile.. Wanted to go Nana but reached thr changed plan again.. After tat they suggest to go Pub, but most of them close at 4am so no point goin for awhile then come out.. In the end we go eat supper/breakfast.. heh(:

Head home after tat.. Had fun with them and Happy 2012 to all! (:


Hihi~ Sry for neglecting my blog for few wks.. =)

Anyway, today is Yichelle's 8th mths.. Time pass fast when u didnt realised it.. but the process abit slow uh.. haha..

Yichelle's Progress:

- Every morning wake up, stand by herself and making the uh uh uh sound to wake me up
- When she wants to eat, she will go MumMum ^.^
- Follows everywhere i go with her F1
- Very Tam Jiak
- Still very light sleeper and doesnt like to slp
- Love touching things -.-

Its really heart warming how u see her from a baby till now.. Although its tiring all tat, but i'm happy whenever she smiles =) I just love her everything (:

Oh, and i'm going genting with my family, Hub and Yichelle this sun.. Will be back on thurs. Hope everything goes well and will be able to enjoy ourselves. Tats all for now.. Yichelle's awake :(
like i say, she dont slp -.-


Baby Yichelle is 7 mths now! 2 Nov 2011*

Her progress at 7mths:

- Knows how to sit up herself le
- Holding on to things to stand up
- Eating porridge, fish and tofu
- Know how to do those funny lip sound
- Mumbling more like *Baa Baa, Ahh, Daa Daa Daa and Maaaaa..
- Love to BOOO all her bubble out!
- Very playful still
- Dont like to play herself.. must be beside her then she keep quiet play her toys -.-
- Very cheeky!

haha.. yea.. thinking back, how i give birth to her and took care of her till now.. though its hard and tiring but whenever i see her smiling to me, my heart just melt and all the tiring mood all gone(:
Sometimes i may be angry whenever she doesnt want to drink her milk or die die dont want slp, but after awhile, ok le.. heee.. few more mths she can slowly start to walk le.. cant wait(:
Baby Girl, i just want to tell u that mummy loves u very much. Though i have to let go of alot of things ever since you're born, but i just hope you'll guai guai grow up,love yourself( Zi Ai) thats my wish(: You're my everything. I can lose everything, but not you. YICHELLE, ILOVEYOU.